Ok, I admit last semester was hectic!
Nothing really goes right, only mess everywhere.
I realised that I was too idealistic sometimes.
And I learnt my lesson.
Maybe God has His own plan for me which I don't understand at the moment.
He let me fall and crushed myself on the floor.
It's hurt, the pain is still here right now and I don't know when it will heal.
And even it heals someday, the large scar will remain for eternity.
There are times when I want to cry.
There are times when I want to give up.
There are times when I am just to tired of this life.
But I'm lucky that when I am in that state, there are people supporting me around.
I might still need some more support, not that I'm in Melbourne.
But I need to realise that I'm totally alone here, there is no such shoulder for me to lean on.
I wish this semester will be much better than the previous one.
I wish to correct my mistakes.
I wish to start anew.
I wish I won't stray once more.
Monday, July 19, 2010
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Going Back Home, to Jogja
Ok, it's already July 4th, it's time for me to go back to Indonesia, my hometown Jogjakarta to be exact. :)
It's only few months since I came back, but I'm sure there should be quite considerable changes there.
Time sure flies very quick, I've already spent one-week in Malaysia.
I went to lots of places, enjoying the food, walking around, relaxing, playing, etc etc.
Everything I did in Malaysia was my quality time and I'm enjoying it.
But I didn't just holidaying here, I've been learning many things as well.
It's 5:52AM, less than 30 minutes to boarding time, I'll be taking the 7AM flight with AirAsia.
Honestly, I haven't got any sleep at all, not because of excitement or anything, but I was browsing internet and chatting with my sister until midnight. Then we decided not to sleep since we were afraid that we'll be overslept, haha....
So here we are, waiting for our flight with dizziness, feeling very sleepy.
Well, I don't really feel it though, coz I didn't sleep for few days in the exam period, so I'm kind of getting used to it, LOL.
Ok2, now it's already 15 minutes prior to our boarding time, wow, browsing while blogging sure consumes my time faster than I expected.
I'd better focus on browsing instead, hehe....
It's only few months since I came back, but I'm sure there should be quite considerable changes there.
Time sure flies very quick, I've already spent one-week in Malaysia.
I went to lots of places, enjoying the food, walking around, relaxing, playing, etc etc.
Everything I did in Malaysia was my quality time and I'm enjoying it.
But I didn't just holidaying here, I've been learning many things as well.
It's 5:52AM, less than 30 minutes to boarding time, I'll be taking the 7AM flight with AirAsia.
Honestly, I haven't got any sleep at all, not because of excitement or anything, but I was browsing internet and chatting with my sister until midnight. Then we decided not to sleep since we were afraid that we'll be overslept, haha....
So here we are, waiting for our flight with dizziness, feeling very sleepy.
Well, I don't really feel it though, coz I didn't sleep for few days in the exam period, so I'm kind of getting used to it, LOL.
Ok2, now it's already 15 minutes prior to our boarding time, wow, browsing while blogging sure consumes my time faster than I expected.
I'd better focus on browsing instead, hehe....
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Kuala Lumpur!
And YES! I'm here!
I'm currently staying at my sister's apartment in Mentari Court, Petaling Jaya.
It's around Sunway area, where Monash Uni, Sunway College, Taylor's College, and INTI College campuses are. So you can imagine the vast number of students around here.
It's my third day here, but I only walked around this area, since my sister is having her exam. I only went to Sunway Pyramid and Taylor's College.
And I did infiltrate to Taylor's College succesfully today, haha....
While my sister is doing her exam, I stayed in the library reading books.
The library in Taylor's College is much more interesting than Monash' somehow, maybe because of its variety of collections and atmosphere.
FYI, Taylor's Lakeside Campus' design is based on modern-tropical concept.
It's very beautiful with artificial lake in the center.
Most of the buildings are white in colour, and there are a lot of windows, enabling sunlight to come into the rooms.
The library is affected by this design and hence the library is bright.
The modern architecture and furniture are also nice, I love observing these kind of stuff, hehe......
When I first arrived in the library, I found Wall Street Journal in the newspaper section located in the ground level of the library, just next to the information centre near the entrance. So I decided to browse some news as I haven't really read news these few days.
Then I went up to level one, finding out that there are tons of variety of magazines, architecture, business, National Georaphic, Fortune, CPA, Accounting, Hospitality, Food, etc etc etc.......
I read through some Architecture Magazines, they got very interesting buildings in it. :)
Then I decided to went up to level 2, and found a lot of thick books unlike the ones I saw from previous levels. Then I took few books about beverages, here they are:
Interesting books? They are!
I finished reading one of them: The basic of Coffee!
I'll be staying in the library as well tomorrow and I hope I can finish the basic of tea and bartender book. ;)
Ok then, it's 1 AM and my sister is going to have exam in the morning, better get some sleep!
I'm currently staying at my sister's apartment in Mentari Court, Petaling Jaya.
It's around Sunway area, where Monash Uni, Sunway College, Taylor's College, and INTI College campuses are. So you can imagine the vast number of students around here.
It's my third day here, but I only walked around this area, since my sister is having her exam. I only went to Sunway Pyramid and Taylor's College.
And I did infiltrate to Taylor's College succesfully today, haha....
While my sister is doing her exam, I stayed in the library reading books.
The library in Taylor's College is much more interesting than Monash' somehow, maybe because of its variety of collections and atmosphere.
FYI, Taylor's Lakeside Campus' design is based on modern-tropical concept.
It's very beautiful with artificial lake in the center.
Most of the buildings are white in colour, and there are a lot of windows, enabling sunlight to come into the rooms.
The library is affected by this design and hence the library is bright.
The modern architecture and furniture are also nice, I love observing these kind of stuff, hehe......
When I first arrived in the library, I found Wall Street Journal in the newspaper section located in the ground level of the library, just next to the information centre near the entrance. So I decided to browse some news as I haven't really read news these few days.
Then I went up to level one, finding out that there are tons of variety of magazines, architecture, business, National Georaphic, Fortune, CPA, Accounting, Hospitality, Food, etc etc etc.......
I read through some Architecture Magazines, they got very interesting buildings in it. :)
Then I decided to went up to level 2, and found a lot of thick books unlike the ones I saw from previous levels. Then I took few books about beverages, here they are:
Interesting books? They are!
I finished reading one of them: The basic of Coffee!
I'll be staying in the library as well tomorrow and I hope I can finish the basic of tea and bartender book. ;)
Ok then, it's 1 AM and my sister is going to have exam in the morning, better get some sleep!