Maybe people will ask, "What do you mean?"
And me (or the other person) will answer, "It's coz I did nothing at all."
"Well, you hanged around with friends, you made a call, you arranged meeting, it's not in vain!" that person replied.
If you think positively, yes. I did make a call to arrange meeting for a sponsorship for my club's event. And I arranged a meeting for my work.
But think in different perspective, that was all about work or something vocational.
I, as a student, has a main obligation to study, which means that I need to focus on my EXAM!
If you are seeing from this very perspective, you'll see that I did nothing, all I did today was not about study at all, it was not effective at all.
I'm quite dissapointed in myself, but at least I released a bit of a burden from my back so I can concentrate more on my study (hopefully).
Actually I wanted to study as soon as I arrived home.
But maybe today was not my day at all. Look! There are lots of guest here!
This means I can't use the dining table which is my usual place to study.
So I decided to stay in my room, but great, you should know that there is no such thing like table to study, there's only bed.
I tried to study on my bed, it is inconvenient enough and people are playing music outside.
It was fine at first, since I can cancel out their music with earphones.
But hey, suddenly I heard some dissonance, it sounds like......
VIOLIN!
Yes! That stupid housemate of mine played his violin too!
God, the earth cracked, so do my concentration now.
Sleeping is also not an option as violin's sounds are annoying enough.
It's not like that I hate violin, but of course you would expect soothing melody coming out from such an instrument.
But I realise that is one impossible wish if you know that the player is not a professional.
So you would expect a cry from the violin instead of a lovely tune.
Ahh.....
I really hope that I can do well in this last exam of the semester.
I think I need to pull an all-nighter these two days in order to finish revising all of the materials.
Pfffttt......
I think I'd better prepare anything that I might need in order to keep me focused on my study, at least for the next hour.
Ok, enough talk, I need to resume my study and STOP COMPLAINING!!!
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