Ok, I admit last semester was hectic!
Nothing really goes right, only mess everywhere.
I realised that I was too idealistic sometimes.
And I learnt my lesson.
Maybe God has His own plan for me which I don't understand at the moment.
He let me fall and crushed myself on the floor.
It's hurt, the pain is still here right now and I don't know when it will heal.
And even it heals someday, the large scar will remain for eternity.
There are times when I want to cry.
There are times when I want to give up.
There are times when I am just to tired of this life.
But I'm lucky that when I am in that state, there are people supporting me around.
I might still need some more support, not that I'm in Melbourne.
But I need to realise that I'm totally alone here, there is no such shoulder for me to lean on.
I wish this semester will be much better than the previous one.
I wish to correct my mistakes.
I wish to start anew.
I wish I won't stray once more.
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