Days Before Christmas

It is Wednesday Morning, 11:20AM.

I woke up at about 9.30, just to continue my sleep until about 10ish.
I turned on my Mac and leave it booting up while brushing my teeth.
I kept on browsing, playing facebook games, and reading Mangas while having some snacks.
Now I realise that I need to cook lunch yet the sink is full.
I doubt I can find clean utensils for cooking, that is an alarm for me to wash the dishes.

Now I am thinking of having a quick breakfast.
Yes, I got some banana muffins from a friend last night, I might as well have those before lunch.
A glass of warm milk tea would be nice as well. (yes, I don't have cups to drink either tea or coffee)

It's been such peaceful days this week.
There's a bit quarrel, but it was somehow resolved quickly.
And yeah, when I saw the calendar next to my cat doll I became more and more aware that this Saturday is Christmas day.

In 3 days....
It is Christmas Day.
I'll be paying bills.
I've worked Monday-Thursday.
I'll be hanging around with friends on Friday.

Not much, eh? But yeah, I like it peaceful like this, my life has been quite extraordinary this year.
If I wrote this year's story, it might turn into a novel...
Full of happiness, tears, crys, conflicts, and many streams of emotions.
But I believe that it will turn that way for every single person in the world.

I've been thinking a lot these days, like, what I really want in this life?
I read books and kept on getting jealous to characters inside it for their interesting life story and such a "happily ever after" ending.
Maybe I'm still inside a chapter of my life and I believe my last chapter before happily ever after is still long way to go.
Instead, I think such thing does not exist.
But just to believe that smiles and tears is what construct your life.

Wednesday, December 22nd 2010.
Time's now showing 11:34AM

Christmas is Coming to Town

Hmm, how long has it been since my last post?
I remember posting once before my trip.
Lots of things happened since then, I've been overwhelmed by several different emotions that I did not know whether I'll survive or not from that.

Smiles and tears, fear, happiness, guilt, emptiness, anger, sadness, curiosity, jealousy, and maybe even more.

That's quite a lot for 2 weeks in my opinion.
I know I always fear the future, what will I do if I graduate, and maybe I've been given more time to mature myself.
I've been unstable these few days, my only smiles are when I was with my friends, hanging out. I just couldn't take being alone and started being gloomy all of a sudden.
My housemate? One has went back home to Indonesia.... And the other one? Please don't count him, that's what I always tell my friends and it's true!

Oh well, let's try to see the good part.
This Saturday it's going to be Christmas!
Not that I'm being excited over it, but I just try to be merry as well. :)
There will be heaps of stuff happening around Christmas and New Year, work-dine-hang out, I hope this festive period will help me cheer up!

I'm now writing while having my brunch. Well even though it's 12 noon I still want to call it breakfast since I'll be having my fried red rice for lunch.
I had 2 curry puffs, 2 butter-choco toast, and a glass of milk darjeeling tea.
It's a good thing that I can enjoy a morning and the weather's cool as well!

I hope it will be clearing up soon as I will be hanging around with a group of friend later today. :)

Welcoming December 2010

In December 2010.....

Marking the change of season into Summer.
Result of Semester 2, 2010 will be published.
I'll be going for Tasmania trip with my college friends.
There will be graduations of my friends.
There will be Christmas.
There will be new year.
And last but not least, my birthday. :)

Oh yeah, today I received my first pay from Woolworths, yay!
But the amount I received are totally the same with the amount I spent today.....
Oh well, I loved those clothes anyway, that should be the last time I shop this year, hopefully....

I'm really nervous with the result coming this Friday, I hoped for the best.
If I were to fail anything, my parents might withdraw me from Australia and I don't want that! I just started to enjoy my life here! If my result is satisfactory, I think I'll buy ticket for Usher's concert for this coming March 2011.

However, I'm really looking forward for my Tasmania Trip! Dunno why, I enjoyed having trip with these friends of mine. If I don't have part time job, I might have join them for the other trips (Sydney, Brisbane and Adelaide).

After my Tasmania trip, I think I'll work a lot, to save up money.
There are so many things I need to buy before the end of December.....
Iphone 4, return flight ticket to my hometown........ they already amounted to almost $2,000!!!!! Geez.... I'm such a big spender....

Anyway, I believe December would never betray me, I wish an early Christmas and birthday present for my result.