Hmm, how long has it been since my last post?
I remember posting once before my trip.
Lots of things happened since then, I've been overwhelmed by several different emotions that I did not know whether I'll survive or not from that.
Smiles and tears, fear, happiness, guilt, emptiness, anger, sadness, curiosity, jealousy, and maybe even more.
That's quite a lot for 2 weeks in my opinion.
I know I always fear the future, what will I do if I graduate, and maybe I've been given more time to mature myself.
I've been unstable these few days, my only smiles are when I was with my friends, hanging out. I just couldn't take being alone and started being gloomy all of a sudden.
My housemate? One has went back home to Indonesia.... And the other one? Please don't count him, that's what I always tell my friends and it's true!
Oh well, let's try to see the good part.
This Saturday it's going to be Christmas!
Not that I'm being excited over it, but I just try to be merry as well. :)
There will be heaps of stuff happening around Christmas and New Year, work-dine-hang out, I hope this festive period will help me cheer up!
I'm now writing while having my brunch. Well even though it's 12 noon I still want to call it breakfast since I'll be having my fried red rice for lunch.
I had 2 curry puffs, 2 butter-choco toast, and a glass of milk darjeeling tea.
It's a good thing that I can enjoy a morning and the weather's cool as well!
I hope it will be clearing up soon as I will be hanging around with a group of friend later today. :)
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