End of Mid-break

Today.....

Daylight Saving starts,
is a warm and sunnny day,
I've got work at 6-9.30pm,
is the END OF MY MID-BREAK!

I've been having these negative thoughts because of it.
Maybe because I'll be having my exam in 3 weeks, I'm starting to freak out.
I still need time to study, my study mood hasn't come back to be, and I've got a little bit of trauma.

From this stressful feeling, I am thinking that I need some refreshment while studying bit by bit. So yesterday I went to my friend's house to cook together and enjoy lunch.
It's also to celebrate one of my friend's b'day who had her b'day earlier this week.

It was good. But there is one thing which ruin everything, work.
I am currently working at a Malaysian restaurant as a waiter.
The pay was not that good, but the colleagues and the work itself are satisfactory.
The problem is, yesterday was such a hectic day, I can still comprehend that. However, I met so many 'hard-to-deal-with' customers and it annoys me, for 5 freaking hours!
There are so many friends that I know who went to eat there, good to talk with them, but there is this one guy, acting all high and mighty (in my eyes) even if he's not better than me, the way he acted was like he was looking down at me. "Just PISS OFF!" is what I thought, his condition is nothing to be proud of yet he dare to do that? Ok, they tease me a bit, it's not a bad thing EXCEPT that they can't see others mood, and I was such a moody person that I am annoyed to the max.
At least I've got such a calm and cool (as well as ignorant at some certain point) personality that I've get to deal with all those 5-hour of work without any food or drink! I was at disbelieve as well, my colleagues at the bar didn't make any drinks for me even if I've asked the 3 times, once every hour, and their excuse was that they were very busy even if they were able to make drinks for everyone else except me, duh....

What ruined my day was this housemate of mine who's stressing out about his assignment.
No need to go for further details about his assignment, but I tried my best to support him all this time, trying to break the ice as much as I can.
And guess what, he recorded me. I forced him to delete it and he refused.
You need to know, he was so pissed of before when I recorded him, and I complied by deleting the file. See? Such a childish act of him.
Moreover, he kept on playing the video, laughing as much as he can.
I started to stop comprehending, I'm just too tired and too mad that time (not that I have stopped my anger though.
He kept on saying, I'm the type of people who remember." Yeah right, as if you remember on the case that I just mention before, he must have forgotten that, duh.
I DO REMEMBER AS WELL, and once it's gotten in my mind, it's there just like a root!

There are times when people need to apologise directly, especially in this case. Why? Because he's holding the video which I demand to delete. If he apologise today, I can get suspicious that he already back it up somewhere.

Oh well, he's the type who don't apologise anyway, can't expect much from any of my housemates. At least I get to know more even if I'm sick of it. I'm sick of this house already, glad to know it now, before extending contract or moving together to other place. Maybe I'm the type who need to stay in a one-bedroom apartment afterall.....

Oh such a negative minds I'm having, just wondering why all bad things have to be dumped on me at the same time, I'm hating it.

Ok, sunny day outside, need to be more positive, nothing you can do over something bad which happened already.

What to do? Think positive and think of what I can do for things like this not to happen again. I think I need to start browsing for those one-bedroom property for rent. Hey, wait, Let's just focus on exam first, that can come after that. :p